{"id":403,"date":"2026-06-07T11:05:52","date_gmt":"2026-06-07T11:05:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cityrelocationnews.com\/?p=403"},"modified":"2026-06-07T11:05:52","modified_gmt":"2026-06-07T11:05:52","slug":"john-early-is-ready-to-go-there","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cityrelocationnews.com\/?p=403","title":{"rendered":"John Early Is Ready to Go There"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<p>There are two tacks for the contemporary performer facing the decline of classic genres of film and comedy. The first is distrust, hence the prevalence of a flat, over-it style that wouldn\u2019t dare rise to the level of caring. The second is going full out, plunging into the vacuum with such enthusiasm that dormant modes are made odd and affecting again.<\/p>\n<p>Read more <a href=\"https:\/\/cityrelocationnews.com\/?p=401\">For the Nation\u2019s Birthday, Making It Harder to Become an American<\/a><\/p>\n<p>John Early, as anyone encountering his work soon apprehends, chooses the latter. He is an actor, a writer, and a performing artist in other ways\u2014a singer, a dancer, a standup comedian\u2014who\u2019s embraced that plurality in self-assigned opportunities to exercise his talents. I don\u2019t remember how I learned about \u201c555,\u201d the 2017 anthology on Vimeo created with the director Andrew DeYoung, written and acted alongside Early\u2019s best friend and artistic\u2014but not actual\u2014spouse Kate Berlant. Across the short films, Early plays, among other roles, a smiling, fiendish mall pop act; the shy, offbeat child of an overbearing stage mom; and an extra in a makeup chair whose instruments, his face and his voice, are progressively hampered by prosthetics.<\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<p>He shares with Berlant an exquisite comedic timbre, that of insecurity at its primal, human pitch, sourcing humor and discomfort from characters incapable of feigning a convincing detachment from egotism. (\u201c555\u201d\u00a0\u2019s pr\u00e9cis: \u201cWhat happens when your dreams don\u2019t answer your call?\u201d) In a \u201cTonight Show\u201d performance promoting the series, Early and Berlant\u2014the duo has since become so familiar that you want to say \u201cJohn and Kate\u201d\u2014play comedians on the rise whose basking gratitude for the opportunity runs out the clock, leaving them unable to perform their planned material. \u201cWe let down our communities, O.K.?\u201d Early announces, briskly nodding.<\/p>\n<p>The tonal medley within such performances has only been refined as Early moved from sketch experiments for the internet to streaming specials such as \u201cWould It Kill You to Laugh?\u201d (with Berlant; on Peacock) and \u201cJohn Early: Now More Than Ever,\u201d whose title houses just the sort of trite commonplace that Early, in standup form, loathes. \u201cI think the only thing we were really taught as a generation is just to vamp,\u201d he posits at one point in \u201cNow More Than Ever,\u201d bobbing side to side; but this is performance, not mere truth-telling, so the telling is the thing, the bobbing, the hair flips, pursed lips, and too-cutesy smiles.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<p>\u201cNow More Than Ever\u201d opens on a sultry, studied rendition of \u201cOops (Oh My),\u201d by Tweet, the R.\u00a0&amp;\u00a0B. songstress. This work has overlapped with Early\u2019s accumulation of memorable one- or two-offs in mainstream, juggernaut comedies spanning the days of \u201c30 Rock\u201d and \u201cBroad City\u201d to \u201cI Think You Should Leave\u201d and voice work in adult series such as \u201cAmerican Dad\u201d and \u201cRick and Morty.\u201d The greatest expansion of his cult renown arrived in 2016, with the perfect show \u201cSearch Party,\u201d where Early plays Elliott Goss, a character who delivers truly bracing levels of gay narcissism. In 2024, Early starred in the film \u201cStress Positions,\u201d the feature d\u00e9but of the writer-director Theda Hammel, as Terry, whose put-upon frazzle is made to be the world\u2019s problem during the dog days of <em>COVID<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>Early has recently chafed at the relative continuity of his characters. Enter Tim, the son amid the quartet of \u201cWhat We Did Before Our Moth Days,\u201d the latest collaboration from Wallace Shawn and Andr\u00e9 Gregory, that was mounted at the Greenwich House Theatre this past spring. The production\u2014both the playful, despicable, and distressingly heterosexual role of Tim and the close-quartered and searching rehearsal process\u2014was something of an epiphany for Early, who was concurrently working on another revelation, his directorial d\u00e9but, \u201cMaddie\u2019s Secret,\u201d in theatres June 19th.<\/p>\n<p>And thus enter also Maddie, the film\u2019s glowing good girl, played by Early himself. Early, who is thirty-eight, is a self-professed Goody Two-Shoes who grew up gay and Presbyterian in Nashville, but greater influences on the work are found in Toni Collette and turn-of-century R.\u00a0&amp;\u00a0B., as well as melodramas such as William A. Graham\u2019s \u201cDeath of a Cheerleader\u201d and Paul Verhoeven\u2019s \u201cShowgirls\u201d that help give \u201cMaddie\u2019s Secret\u201d its look, patter, and emotional register. Maddie, plucked from dishwasher obscurity for a life of food influencing, is a \u201cfull out\u201d kind of girl. (An unbridled dance becomes principal to her story.) Her resolute brightness is shaded by an eating disorder\u2014\u201cdangerous territory\u201d for a filmmaker, Early admits.<\/p>\n<p>I saw \u201cMaddie\u2019s Secret\u201d in April during the Chicago Critics Film Festival without a clue as to its plot\u2014\u201ca film by John Early\u201d was enticement enough\u2014and fellow Early enthusiasts will, I think, be surprised by the emotional admixture its exuberance inspires. Early has also surrounded himself with some of the funniest comedians working: Berlant, Conner O\u2019Malley, Eric Rahill, Vanessa Bayer, Pat Regan, and the Def Comedy Jam legend Dominique Witten; yet laughter is one among many plausible responses to these performances.<\/p>\n<p>On a drizzly day in New York, I met Early in Stuyvesant Square Park during the final week of \u201cMoth Days.\u201d I had seen the play the night before, seated next to the actress Julianne Moore, who unexpectedly squeezed in beside me. In the course of my conversation with Early, which has been edited and condensed, we discussed the waning expressiveness within contemporary culture, vomit, and going full out, in the dance studio and elsewhere.<\/p>\n<p><strong>I\u2019m really glad that I got to see the play.<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<p>I saw who you were sitting with.<\/p>\n<p><strong>She was talking with Wallace Shawn, who was sitting behind me, and an usher told her, \u201cYour seat is over there.\u201d I had an extra seat, but my friend couldn\u2019t come, so I was, like, \u201cIf you guys want to sit near each other, I can scoot over.\u201d She was, like, \u201cOh, are you sure about that?\u201d I was, like, \u201cAm I sure I want to sit next to Julianne Moore?\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I was like, \u201cWho\u2019s her friend?\u201d Then I was, like, \u201cWait.\u201d I knew that you were coming, so I was, like, \u201cOh, my God.\u201d That\u2019s where I slowly put it together because I can see you-all.<\/p>\n<p><strong>I wondered whether you were actually looking at me. It\u2019s the narcissism of being an audience member that you always think that the performers are watching you.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>This is very intentional\u2014we put light on the audience during the first two acts. It descends, and then by the third act it\u2019s totally dark. Did you feel that?<\/p>\n<p><strong>The lighting changes?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Did you feel that you were lit a little bit and then\u2014<\/p>\n<p><strong>Is it coming off the stage?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yes, that is totally intentional. It\u2019s meant as a way to replicate the intimacy of the rehearsal process. We rehearsed the play for a year and a half before the run. We would rehearse in apartments around a table or in large armchairs. The play was never in a rehearsal space. It was rehearsed for a very, very long time in this very intimate way. I would be this far away [<em>holds hands a few feet apart<\/em>] from Wallace Shawn and Andr\u00e9 Gregory and they would be, like, \u201cO.K. Let\u2019s start.\u201d Then I would fucking start the fucking play and then I would just deliver it like this.<\/p>\n<p>The goal, once we moved into a bigger space\u2014which was terrifying for all of us\u2014was to put light on the audience so we could actually look at them and genuinely tell them the story. I actually feel like I\u2019m making direct eye contact and I have a task, a very simple task of, like, \u201cAnd then this is what happened and this is what happened.\u201d Then the mixing is really, really delicate and complex.\u00a0.\u00a0.\u00a0. Even if you\u2019re in the balcony, it feels like we\u2019re right here and we\u2019re talking like this.<\/p>\n<p><strong>As you were describing the rehearsal process, I thought, Oh, does that inoculate you against the audience? But actually it sounds like the opposite, priming you for the intimacy.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Exactly. I feel much stronger emotionally because for the first month we were, all of us, going crazy. It was so scary because every audience\u00a0.\u00a0.\u00a0. It\u2019s a very mysterious show, and it\u2019s received very differently every night. To quote Andr\u00e9, \u201cIt\u2019s not a Neil Simon play.\u201d There are some laughs that are pretty regular, consistent. For the most part, it hits people so differently, as you might imagine.<\/p>\n<p><strong>I did overhear Wallace Shawn saying that last night was a laughy night.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>It was, in a great way, and I thought the laughs were so unexpected and smart. I felt like it was a very intelligent audience. We were getting laughs we have never gotten. I was, like, \u201cThis is a shocking audience.\u201d They\u2019re totally clued into this subtext and they\u2019re looking for the kind of irony of someone saying something but trying to bury it. I was just, like, \u201cOh, my God.\u201d I felt so relaxed last night.<\/p>\n<p><strong>It\u2019s one of those things where you\u2019re, like, \u201cIt\u2019s funny. Should I laugh?\u201d I had a similar experience watching \u201cMaddie\u2019s Secret\u201d for the first time in a room full of raucous laughter.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I know. I know. That thrills me. Despite being so different, \u201cMoth Days\u201d and \u201cMaddie\u2019s Secret\u201d are inherently linked to me because I was writing the movie as we were rehearsing the play. I was leaving editing to rehearse and going back into editing and post-production. So it was always, like, play, movie, play, movie. It was crazy.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Any cross-pollination there?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Working with Wally and Andr\u00e9, the delicacy, the sensitivity, the kindness they showed me. They healed all of my acting-school wounds. They healed all of my various periods of disenchantment with theatre and acting. Working in this style with them, it\u2019s cracked me open in a way. That might be a totally cheesy, actory thing to say, but in some ways it\u2019s made me embrace the kind of inner cheesy actor that I\u2019ve been running from for a very long time.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<p><strong>Why do you think that is?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t know. The easy answer that I\u2019ve given before, but that I\u2019m more and more suspicious of or confused about, is that I grew up around religion, but I grew up around Presbyterianism, which is not the most challenging denomination, meaning it wasn\u2019t scary. People are always, like, \u201cOh, you poor thing.\u201d They imagine a melodramatic childhood of a little gay boy in the South, and it wasn\u2019t like that at all. I didn\u2019t feel suspicious of religion. I guess what I felt suspicious of\u2014there was kind of wishy-washiness to the church I grew up in, and that feels so\u00a0.\u00a0.\u00a0.<\/p>\n<p><strong>I can see how there\u2019s a way that commitment and cheesiness are linked. They are, right?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yes. They go hand in hand. You have to accept your gooey center. There is a screaming child in all of us that has to actually enter society and behave. You have to train yourself to be more rational, and you layer all these things on top of your screaming child, your accomplishments, this sense of irony. I think being a creative person, being a writer, a director, they\u2019ve done wonders for me because, if I were purely an actor, I don\u2019t know what the fuck I would be doing. I don\u2019t know how I would get roles.<\/p>\n<p>I have created so much of what I\u2019ve been able to do, but as a result I\u2019ve maybe been a little condescending or dismissive of the actor in me. It was really shocking to do the play and to feel. It\u2019s a very emotional play. There are stretches at the end that are hard for me to get through without crying.<\/p>\n<p>That helped me give in to this totally, totally insane challenge that I created for myself with \u201cMaddie\u2019s Secret.\u201d I knew \u201cMaddie\u2019s Secret\u201d would require me to really go there. Then, before I knew it, I was on set. It was just happening. The emotion that the melodrama required was happening.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Melodrama will not work if you don\u2019t go there. It mechanically cannot happen if everybody involved is not game.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Exactly. I was very clear from the beginning when I was talking to understandably nervous financiers, where I was, like, \u201cI don\u2019t want this to be some cold, gay genre experiment. The whole point of this entire thing is to make something that is full of feeling.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><strong>I don\u2019t want to use the S-word (sincerity), but I do feel like we\u2019re in a moment of a lot of artists rethinking the irony thing. I want to ask about how you were conceiving of Maddie, the character, because not only is the movie genuine and melodramatic\u2014she herself is.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yes. And I am that, too. I think \u201cirony,\u201d \u201csincerity,\u201d these are things that, like \u201ccamp,\u201d are hard to pin down. There\u2019s certainly irony in this movie. There\u2019s certainly camp. But to me they were always integrated, the comedy and the drama and the emotion and the outrageousness of it. I never saw them as isolated components of this movie. I didn\u2019t know if it would be successful in making people both laugh and cry, but that was the dream. I figured you could achieve that feeling by doing both a hard comedy and a hard drama simultaneously and not worrying about the tone. I certainly did not want it to be a <em>dramedy<\/em>. You know what I mean?<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<p><strong>Another fraught generic term. Ironically because of their ingenuity, people and projects can magnetize these terms like \u201cabsurdity\u201d and \u201calt\u201d and \u201cirony,\u201d \u201ccamp.\u201d These terms that circulate so much now, what is their interior?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t have the grad-school tools to even understand what I\u2019m doing on a theoretical level. That\u2019s for other people to write about and figure out.<\/p>\n<p><strong>That\u2019s the beauty of being an artist. You don\u2019t have to tell people what you mean because it\u2019s right there.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>And yet it does feel like today there is a kind of gunpoint quality to being an artist where you constantly have to explain to people what your intentions are and what your references are. Working with Wally and Andr\u00e9, I\u2019ve been spending time with these people who just allow the mystery to exist. They don\u2019t claim to understand it. They don\u2019t claim to be authorities on what we\u2019re doing. They let it emerge. That feels so generational.<\/p>\n<p>Read more <a href=\"https:\/\/cityrelocationnews.com\/?p=399\">The Star-Crossed Recluse Who Brought Astrology to the Masses<\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>No, because you have to write the statement of purpose.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yes, the mission statement. Corporate directives where it\u2019s, like, \u201cWe\u2019re going to platform this marginalized voice and then their work has to be a perfectly calibrated example of what it means to tell this person\u2019s story.\u201d Then you lose all the mystery.<\/p>\n<p>To me, what helps me understand this movie and why I made it is expressiveness. Through the various forces, a huge one of them being social media, there\u2019s been a loss of expressiveness. I will sound like a boomer, but I just feel that there\u2019s an acting style\u2014it\u2019s a disease. I especially see this with the lead girl [in so many films]. The new lead girl, the new ing\u00e9nue, is very, like, \u201cO.K.\u201d She\u2019s sardonic and she\u2019s, like, \u201cYeah, that happened.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><strong>She\u2019s got to be seamless with the makeup ad and the jeans ad. It has to be the same girl.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Everything\u2019s been flattened out. I\u2019ve been looking out at the culture and feeling, like, Where are the Elizabeth Berkleys? Where are people\u2019s voices? I mean, this drives me crazy with singing. Contemporary singing, it\u2019s a tragedy. It\u2019s all \u201cahh.\u201d No\u2014sing out, sing out. Risk.<\/p>\n<p>I watched \u201cClockwatchers\u201d the other night at Metrograph, and Toni Collette in that movie is very Maddie, the purity. Then she gets initiated into this group of more rebellious women. But when we were watching this scene in the theatre where she sees the psychic and the psychic says, \u201cDo you want to change your destiny?\u201d And Toni is, like, \u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d It\u2019s so beautiful.<\/p>\n<p>I heard people behind me go \u201cOomph,\u201d and then the other half of the room started laughing. It was a perfect example of a movie that allows that kind of earnestness and sincere contemplation. I yearn for that as a viewer. It was very important to me that Maddie be dorky and not cool. I think there are people who see the logline of this movie of a food influencer and they think it\u2019s going to be cynical.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Na\u00efvet\u00e9 doesn\u2019t quite cover it.<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<p>Hopefully it feels like you\u2019re Maddie when you\u2019re watching. This is my dream.<\/p>\n<p><strong>It\u2019s so bracing. When someone wants something so badly, like, in real life, it\u2019s the scariest thing, but also ripe for comedy because the rigidity of their wanting is bound to lead to calamity.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Someone asked me recently what I hoped to say about eating disorders, about bulimia. I was, like, \u201cNothing. Oh, my God, nothing.\u201d I\u2019m underqualified. And that\u2019s what\u2019s funny, I guess, unintentionally, is that I chose an issues-based genre. I chose the issue of the week.<\/p>\n<p><strong>I think you evade perhaps the less convincing aspects of that trope with the fact that there\u2019s never a solid or untroubled rationale for bulimia or any eating disorder in the film. It could be reflexive. It could be sensorial. It could be diet culture, thinness, beauty, whatever. I like that it resists. We are in a culture that is prone to psychologizing ourselves all the time, in which there is, like, <em>the wound<\/em>.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>And the wound is the explanation for everything.<\/p>\n<p><strong>In \u201cMaddie\u2019s Secret,\u201d there are both no wounds and wounds all over.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Everyone\u2019s in so much pain in the movie. One thing that really, really moved me doing this was when I was editing and I was, like, \u201cOh, my God, I have made a movie where every single character has these big eyes.\u201d Every single character has a moment. I\u2019m very proud of this quality. Even Conner [O\u2019Malley], who\u2019s so grotesque in the movie, has moments where he seems like a little boy who\u2019s, like, \u201cDid I fuck up?\u201d Kate [Berlant] has such a childlike innocence that\u2019s always right there under the surface that she so beautifully tapped into for Deena. Everyone\u2019s face is very full of feeling.<\/p>\n<p><strong>The people who know Conner\u2019s work, and yours and Kate\u2019s, are primed for laughter, but they\u2019re not necessarily primed for that turn. By the time that you\u2019re catching your breath from laughing, you almost want to take it back.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>My dream was always that people are literally catching their breath from laughing. They\u2019ve expelled themselves fully from enjoyment and the roller coaster of the movie that they\u2019re in a state where emotion can come out.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Not to be too cute, but it\u2019s like vomiting.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>That\u2019s one of the many things that surprised me about writing about bulimia. Vomiting itself is a very expressive, hysterical\u2014in the Freudian sense\u2014act. I was, like, \u201cDamn, I really chose a good central thing for everything I\u2019m trying to do.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><strong>I was also thinking about the way that it is interlocked with the food influencing. Because vomiting is in some ways the greatest offense to gustatory pleasure. At least with shit, there\u2019s the pleasure of a job well done. Whereas vomit undoes it.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Maddie\u2019s such a good student and she\u2019s such a good girl. I was living in the house where we shot the movie and trying to map out the first time she binges on camera. I was acting it because I also happened to be the lead actor in the movie and I was totally alone. If anyone saw footage of me, I would look completely crazy. This was one of the most beautiful parts of this process, and I really wonder if this could ever have happened to me if I hadn\u2019t worked with Wally and Andr\u00e9. I learned so much important stuff about the movie emotionally through acting, and I actually figured out some important ideas truly just through acting it out.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<p>I was, like, \u201cNo, what is this? What is it? Why am I walking? Why am I compelled to walk slowly to the bathroom versus quickly, which would be smart of her, given that she\u2019s trying to hide this from her husband and she should go quite quickly.\u201d Then I was acting it out and I was, like, \u201cOh, it\u2019s because she is choosing to do this. She knows that if she does this, if she reawakens the demons, she will begin a path to self-destruction and she wants to self-destruct.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><strong>It\u2019s ceremonial.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>In that moment, I realized what the movie is all about. She has this good-girl angel armor that she\u2019s built up. I think Maddie\u2019s so strong. She had this horrible childhood and this very negligent mother who put her through hell. She\u2019s worked so hard to make herself in opposition to her mother and then she\u2019s realized that she\u2019s a woman getting older, and that everyone in her life has this relationship to this armor and not her.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s unsustainable and requires too much repression, and she knows the only way out is to self-destruct. I learned just through walking down the hallway over and over again, and then I felt it. I felt what she was doing even though I\u2019d already written it. I\u2019d already written that scene and I had already written the whole movie. I was, like, \u201cActing is so cool.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><strong>No, it\u2019s real.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s material. It\u2019s an emotional quality that I didn\u2019t really believe in for a long time. I was kind of always, like, \u201cActing is fake.\u201d I desired so much to be an actor, but, like, \u201cIt\u2019s fake.\u201d And now I\u2019m, like, \u201cNo, it\u2019s totally real. It\u2019s channelling. It\u2019s really cool.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><strong>Everything you were saying reminds me of dance. When I would dance when I was younger\u00a0.\u00a0.\u00a0. Don\u2019t get too excited. I was never making it out of the studio.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Were you a competition dancer? What kind of vibe?<\/p>\n<p><strong>I was vaguely a studio kid\u2014then I joined the high-school dance team. I remember my coach would have an aversion to us marking steps instead of going full out. She would say you have to feel it on your body. This is just my segue into wondering how the dance aspect of the film came about.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m going to be long-winded about this.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Please do.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I was listening to the \u201cShaft\u201d soundtrack almost ritualistically every time I would write the movie.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201cShaft\u201d?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yes, because I was going through a period of really being obsessed with Isaac Hayes, whom I really, really love, and he\u2019s very inspiring to me on a live-performance level. The opening song to \u201cShaft\u201d is incredibly emotional and it\u2019s incredibly sunny. It has these horns that are optimistic and warm, and that is literally the birth of the tone of \u201cMaddie\u2019s Secret.\u201d There\u2019s one song called \u201cDo Your Thing,\u201d which is nineteen minutes long. It\u2019s unbelievable and it\u2019s really funky and sexy, and then it starts to spiral out of control and it gets very dark. I was listening to that song when I was just dancing alone, and I was, like, \u201cGod, I really wish there could be dance in this movie.\u201d But I was, like, \u201cBut then it\u2019s like \u2018Austin Powers\u2019 if there\u2019s dance.\u201d I love \u201cAustin Powers,\u201d but I was just, like, \u201cI can\u2019t\u201d\u2014the idea of putting dance in it felt too broad to me.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<p>But I kept thinking about it. I was like, \u201cAre you sure there\u2019s no room for dance?\u201d Then I imagined in this dark song. I literally imagined Kate\u2014who was not yet cast\u2014dancing to this song, and I was, like, \u201cOh, my God. Oh, my God.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I was, like, \u201cShe has to have this tragic lesbian best friend played by Kate.\u201d It was cracking me up, frankly. I used to be very scared about getting in trouble for this, but it was making me laugh so hard, making queerness so dark, it being evil, almost, and Maddie being this cis girl who\u2019s, like, \u201cWhat?\u201d I wanted there to be some hypnotic thing throughout the movie that pulls Maddie to the dark side. Then I realized that, as in all these disorder movies, there has to be a midpoint where her health is in danger, where she pushes herself too far and she has to be admitted to a treatment center, and I was, like, \u201cOh, my God, it can be a queer dance class.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I was just, like, \u201cDone, here we go. There\u2019s dance and we\u2019re not fucking kidding.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><strong>No, we\u2019re doing it.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>To me, the dance is the mission statement of the movie, because it\u2019s, like, \u201cNo, no, we\u2019re doing it. We\u2019re committing.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><strong>It\u2019s choreo. It\u2019s real.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yes. 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